One LAST Post...

So, recently I have noticed a few things. Things that I have been told before by one of you (you know who you are), but just never realized how real, and serious they were. And this thing is expectation. Yes… EXPECTATION

I have been told that I expect a lot from people. Expect them to be the way I want them to be, if that makes sense. I expect them to trust me as much as I trust them, to respect me the way I do them, to care as much as I do, etc etc…I expect them mean the same thing while calling me a friend, as I do when I call them the same. But THAT’S where I am wrong. Friendship doesn’t mean the same for everyone. And the worst thing I can possibly do is expect their definition to be the same as mine. And that…is what I do.
Well, I have realized this now. Have also realized how my expectations are close to unrealistic for this day and age… So, sorry guys to impose those on you…I realize how annoying that must have been for all of you. But unfortunately, thats who I am. I know i cannot change others, and do not intend on changing myself much either...so there really is just ONE thing to do.

So here is an entry, a long awaited one indeed, to…well not really clear things up…but something like a clean cut…a clear end…a closure, so to speak. So here it goes... Here is me:

• Thanking you all for being patient with this Utterly Annoying Bitch (wasn’t that the name for me, when we were all given names sometime last quarter…maybe close…Sonal? Radhika?)
• Promising you all that this will be the last of the annoyance from my side